Thanks

Due to a very stressful week last week, I got emotionally tired and sick. I don't know why I was easily influenced by other people as I start to doubt my own principle. My principle is not to make things difficult for others, especially to my loved ones. But at that point of my life, I told myself that enough is enough. I deserve to be happy too!

A good friend told me that this is not the best time (and situation) to discuss it with him. But I can't take it anymore. I'm tired with all these nonsense! How am I supposed to concentrate on my studies when I have other things on my mind? On top of that, I'm not doing that great in school either! 

So I skipped my yoga class that day, not because it's kononnya 'haram', but because I wanted to talk to him so bad (and also because my whole body hurts due to Balinese dancing). He finally got the jacket that I bought for him! And he liked it very much! It made my morning :) Lucky for him, because of that, I was a somewhat in a good mood. So we talked. And he talked too. I was feeling much better after that. I saw some improvements on his part after that day. Alhamdulillah...

Last night, I dreamt that he told his mother that he wanted to have a majlis bertunang in 2 weeks time! And he even asked his dad to call my dad! I woke up, didn't know whether to feel happy or scared, cuz I was feeling both.

A message to you:

Thank you for listening.
Thank you for being patient.
Thank you for cutting your hair.
Thank you for texting me.

Thank you for understanding me.