TGIF

I was reading through one of my favorite blog when the blogger mentioned something about being positive. I've always thought that I'm somewhat a positive person though I know that posts on this blog are mainly about me whining and complaining about my life. It's very comforting for me to write about my disappointment rather than to express it verbally. I mean, I do talk about it first with someone but not only till I write that I feel better. But because I'm such an analytical person, whenever there is a negative thought, there is always a positive side of it. So yeah, I might complain and whine initially but I end up feeling positive after that. My mind is able to think rationally.

I guess the older you get, the more you're in control. I'm naturally such a panicky person but I don't panic as much anymore. I used to think that other people's lives are so much better than mine but now I thankful for what I have. I'm much more moderate nowadays. I try to have a balanced lifestyle, to go with the flow, to be more sincere in whatever I do, and to always think that I'll be rewarded much more in the afterlife if I could just bear with whatever difficulties that I'm facing right now. Though I don't really look like a 'religious' person, it's somewhat comforting knowing that God is close to me.