hmmmm.......

Was on my way home after piano lesson, in between tired and sleepy, the feeling of frustration suddenly hits me. I need to let it out somehow. I left my journal at home as I haven't touched it in years, hence, this blog exists.

Random facts about me...
Not a good pianist although have learned music for 19 years, not a good writer, my English is bad, tak cantik sangat, tak stylo, bad skin, no a good composer although I declare myself as a musician, not a good singer although have been singing in the choir for more than 5 years, not intellectual enough sebab baca surat khabar bahagian hiburan je, penakut (walaupun umur dah suku abad), pemalu tak bertempat, buta teknologi , not analytical enough, suka kritik , syok sendiri, kadang-kadang perasan bagus tapi sebenarnya tak bagus pun, bossy, demanding, suka judge tindakan orang, not a good cook, not a good cleaner, talks about other people (good or bad), cemburu (dengan sesapa je, kawan atau lawan), kedekut, pilih kasih, thinks out of the box but stays in the box, tak alim, tak ayu & lemah gemalai, cakap lebih buat ala kadar je, cakap berterabur (my sentences are rarely being constructed properly, be it in English or BM), takut kucing (or any pets yang berbulu dan bergigi tajam), tak suka lantai dapur melekit, gigi jongang, always makes wrong decision and stuck in that situation, not a bright student, not a good speaker, not a good daughter, not a good sister, not a good girlfriend, tak kaya, memilih....the list goes on..