Dilemma

Let's see....

Besides focusing on that one particular topic, what else can I possibly explore?....Hmm...

I was so sure of doing what I wanted to do before until I talked about it to my supervisor. He was so helpful for giving me advices and stuff but now there are so many options. I can't decide whether to follow what was planned or to be bold and do something totally new. I like my supervisors a lot and want to work with them. But if I'm thinking of trying something new I might have to work with someone else (which I so do not want to).

I've been getting mixed reactions from other people about this. At first, everything just look so scary but then someone said that it can be done. After a couple of seconds someone else said that it's too impossible. I feel like saying, F***K YOU! but that person was my favorite teacher. Dammit! I am so in a dilemma right now....

On top of that, there's another dilemma. But I'm glad that I've made my decision and so sure of it now. I do feel a little left behind and somewhat stupid (what other people might be thinking) for making this decision. But so what?? I just want simple things in life, is that so wrong?